Soul Calling

Congratulations to our daughter Rachel, completing her M. Div next week!

(A portion of her manuscript from an advent message by Rachel S Wood, edited by JS):

We are mentored by our sister, Mary, through her song in Luke 1:46-56.

She sings into this extraordinary situation (Luke 1:21ff.): Gabriel appears to Mary announcing the miraculous baby she would carry, the Son of God.

Yes, this is good news – the savior of the world is coming, and through you, Mary, of all people! But, if we’re honest, this is also really hard news. What were your plans for next year, for your life with Joseph, for your family? Cancel them all.

You will be pregnant out of wedlock. You know, and I know, that this conception is miraculous, that you have kept yourself pure and that your relationship with Joseph hasn’t crossed inappropriate lines. But the neighbors won’t know that. The judgmental eyes and knowing looks will be the same as if you’d committed adultery.

Yes, it’s a beautiful blessing to be chosen as the bearer of our Lord. But let’s not over spiritualize to the point that we lose touch with the truly human. This is a hard calling.

Mary, an obedient servant of the Lord, says “let it be to me according to your Word” (Lk. 1:38). And the angel leaves. Where does that leave her? With a gloriously heavy assignment. No evidence…. except an angelic update about Elizabeth’s pregnancy.  She didn’t have Instagram to see the pregnancy announcement post, she had no phone to call Elizabeth and check the angel’s story (and in so doing check the trustworthiness of his message to her).

So, she packs her bags and hastens (1:39) to visit Zechariah and Elizabeth.  Can you hear the questions in her mind as she travels? Will her baby bump be visible or am I going to have to outright ask, “Elizabeth, I know you have struggled with infertility for years and this is probably a really sensitive and painful subject, but you don’t happen to be pregnant, do you?”

How incredible if she is – after all these years!

But, will she believe my story about an “immaculate conception”?

Imagine Mary approaching Elizabeth’s door with all the fear, anticipation, questions. The door opens, “Elizabeth!” and before she can ask a single question, explain her situation, plead for evidence or for belief, Elizabeth bursts out:

“Blessed are you among women, and blessed is the fruit of your womb! And why is this granted to me that the mother of my Lord should come to me? For behold, when the sound of your greeting came to my ears, the baby in my womb leaped for joy. And blessed is she who believed that there would be a fulfillment of what was spoken to her from the Lord.”” (1:42–45)

What joy and relief must have flooded Mary’s heart – Elizabeth IS pregnant! And she already knows about the baby in my womb – not just that he’s from the Lord but that he is the Lord! And it is here that Mary sings out our Scripture for today:

46 And Mary said, “My soul magnifies the Lord, 47  and my spirit rejoices in God my Savior,

48 for he has looked on the humble estate of his servant. For behold, from now on all generations will call me blessed;

49    for he who is mighty has done great things for me, and holy is his name.

50    And his mercy is for those who fear him from generation to generation.

51    He has shown strength with his arm; he has scattered the proud in the thoughts of their hearts;

52    he has brought down the mighty from their thrones and exalted those of humble estate;

53    he has filled the hungry with good things, and the rich he has sent away empty.

54    He has helped his servant Israel, in remembrance of his mercy,

55    as he spoke to our fathers, to Abraham and to his offspring forever.”

56 And Mary remained with her about three months and returned to her home.

Lord, teach us through your servant, Mary, to put our hope in You. What a song! In it, Mary praises the Lord for how he dealt with her personally, then she recounts how that is characteristic of Him at work throughout history, and whether she knows it or not, foreshadows the ministry of her own Son. Mary’s hope for the future is based on the character of God in the past and it changes her present.

Her initial praise is based on what he’s done in her own life.

“My soul magnifies the Lord, 47 and my spirit rejoices in God my Savior

And what had he done? 48 …looked on the humble estate of his servant. Looked upon her. Seen her. Someone no one else would notice or think twice about, God saw. And lifted her to bear his Son. Note the kindness and condescension of God to provide Elizabeth for Mary to stay with in first 3 months – He deals gently with our humanity.

She says all future generations will call her blessed – not be impressed by her and focus on how great she was (don’t get me wrong, we have much to learn from her example, but that’s not what she is saying) – because of GOD and the great things he did for her. OT Scripture is woven all throughout Mary’s song. You’ll hear echoes of Moses and Hannah, the Psalmists and prophets.

When the LORD does great things for us, the right response is to tell everybody! Then others praise him too and his actions in our lives ripple out to greater and greater circles of praise. Mary praises the Lord for what he’s done in her life particularly, but this is not just how he treated her, it represents his way of working. Her song moves beyond her own circumstances and zooms out to magnify the character of the LORD and his way of working in the world. We’ve already been introduced to a major theme throughout the song – the lifting of the lowly. Mary is an embodiment of God’s delight to lift the lowly.  The reverse is also a trademark of God’s character. He has shown strength with his arm – to do what? scatter the proud in the thoughts of their hearts; he has brought down the mighty from their thrones…

God has an MO of reversal. He uses his strength the exact opposite way from that which we’ve come to expect. On earth, “power” has come to carry negative connotations, skepticism, fear, because we’ve become so used to humans using their power for their own advantage at the expense of others. But we see in the character of God what power is meant to look like. He protects and lifts up, advances others, BUT ALSO brings down the proud.

In addition to reversal, God is characterized by his faithfulness to his promises, his faithfulness to his servant Israel, the true offspring of Abraham. Here again, Mary is one particular example of God’s consistent way of working in the OT. His mercy is for those who fear him and in that same mercy he has now sent the long-awaited seed to save his people.

Mary magnifies the Lord: You saw me and lifted me. Praise you because this is not just how you treated me — This is the kind of God you are. She didn’t know Jesus yet when she sang this song. She didn’t know what he’d be like or what he’d do…

And yet, she did. To the extent that she knew the Scriptures and the character of God in the OT, she knew what Jesus would be like and be about.

We can see, as Mary sings, the Holy Spirit is also foreshadowing the life and ministry of Jesus Christ. “God my savior.”  “Holy is his name.” Didn’t Jesus do all these things?

  • He gathers the humble disciples and scatters the proud Pharisees.
  • He looks upon the lowly estate of Mary of Magdala and lifts her to be the first announcer of his resurrection.
  • He tears down the money changers in the temple and lifts up the kneeling leper and the children.
  • He feeds the 5000, but the rich young ruler walks away
  • He helps his servant Israel by coming to be the servant that Israel could never be.
  • He scatters those who thought they believed and gathers all the sin and shame of history unto himself.
  • In his life He lifts up and in his death he is lifted up to tear down the veil of separation from God!

 Mary’s hope for the future is based on the character of God in the past and it changes her present.

When Mary sings this song, she’s not likely far enough along in her pregnancy to be able to feel the baby inside, the savior hasn’t yet come, and the circumstances on the ground remain – she is an unwed pregnant woman.

This text is fitting for advent because it falls within the story of advent, Mary is carrying the Christ child in her womb, awaiting his birth. But it’s not just historically fitting, it’s fitting because it displays present hope enacted in praise, based on the promises and character of God revealed in history and in her own life before circumstances change. The sure hope of the future is pulled into the present and changes the now.

You know what Mary’s not doing? Trying to figure out all the details of how this Messiah thing is going to work. I don’t know about you, but if Gabriel tells me I’m carrying the Son of God, I’m starting to feel the pressure of parenting him, what school system he should be in, how we can make sure all those prophecies come true……

Mary does not mistake the call of God on her life for the responsibility to figure it all out.

So much of the Christian life is lived between the opposite poles of two true truths. So yes, we have responsibility to live into the call on our lives. Mary was faithfully obedient.

If you feel the weight of responsibility to figure out how exactly your calling is going to come together, how the timing and logistics are going to work out. let’s be encouraged by our sister Mary who responded obediently to the Lord’s call, but whose next step was not anxious striving but rather HOPE-filled PRAISE.

To close, let’s look at Mary’s role vs. God’s in this song.

Mary:

       “My soul magnifies the Lord, 47 and my spirit rejoices in God my Savior,

God:

48    looks on the humble 49  is mighty, does great things and holy is his name.

50    his mercy is for those who fear him 51  He shows strength with his arm;

scatters the proud in the thoughts of their hearts; 52  brings down the mighty from

their thrones and exalts those of humble estate; 53fills the hungry with good things,

and sends the rich away empty. 54 helps his servant Israel, remembers his mercy,

55    as he spoke long ago

Clarifying, isn’t it? The job description of creature vs. Creator?

We serve a God whose character it is to have mercy on those who fear him, to lift the humble and bring down the proud, to fill the hungry and keep his promises. As we wait for the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ in all the dark corners of our hearts and world that so desperately need Him – look to His character in the past and you will find abundant grounds for present hope.

How are you responding to present unusual or unwanted circumstances?

shades of grace

 

Shades of Grace

    always unmerited, never earned, given for different reasons:

 

 

photo – danielle bergen

 

Grace for redemption, before we knew we even needed it, He chose us.

         Grace for forgiveness…

                   Grace lavished on us for His glory                                          Ephesians 1:4-12

                                Grace for salvation & good works                              Ephesians 2:8-10

 

God’s overtures toward us are always undeserved.  Yet he stoops and longs to involve us (after awakening us by grace) in the receiving and use of his grace.

 

Grace to the humbleopposed to the proud,  grace to the humble…           1 Peter 5:5

           Grace for instructionteaches us to deny ungodliness, worldly passions, to live                                 self-controlled in the present age.                                             Titus 2:11, 12

                    Grace to empower us to live as His servants in difficulty.

(Don’t receive it in vain…)                                2 Corinthians 6:1

                               Grace for growthDon’t be carried away by error…but grow in grace

                                                                                                                                                   2 Peter 3:18

                                             Grace for a purpose … to shun evil and walk in newness of life.

Romans 6:4,19

                                                        Grace to steward … given to me for careful use

                                                                                                                           1 Peter 4:10

                                                                    Grace to build up and strengthen   

                                                                                                  Acts 20:32; Hebrews 13:9

“Grace is not opposed to effort, it is opposed to earning.” Dallas Willard

for pdf:  ShadesofGrace

                                                                                                                            jscott 2022 

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Beauty in the Broken

Beauty in the Broken

A meander through the book of Jeremiah for group or personal retreat

 

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Reconnect with God as you delve into the book of Jeremiah to discover ancient messages for you! Soak in the soul-stirring photography of Anna Fraser.

By Jacqueline Scott & Anna Fraser

 

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Soul Half-time

 

Halfway

Coming out of a recent jet-lag fog, I noticed the year was more than halfway through.

As that reality settled into my breath, my jumbled thoughts searched for some ballast:

Where am I now and where do I want to be at the end of this year?

I looked through my notes of hopes from January for a reality check and found some good progress, as well as some unreached goals that I rearranged to fit the now.

How easy it is to get stuck in the mire of diminutive thinking, run over with “what ifs” or “if onlys,” that dampen courage and initiative. Jerking off the wet blanket of self-disdain, I regain my bearings, listen to Truth, and recall my firm soul Anchor!

“We have this hope as an anchor for the soul, firm and secure.”

Hebrews 6:19 NIV

A mid-year debrief to take stock of life is a creative way to give yourself a pep talk. An honest assessment with gentle grace and stern hope can put your faith into action and keep you from regret and from losing what you’re working toward. Remembering that you are working together with Him, frees you to regroup and re-set.

How are you doing (and being) with your intentions for this year?

What could make this year a success for you? Do you need to simplify and focus?

What happens if you do nothing?

Life goes by too quickly to do nothing now.

 

“You are just a vapor…”

James 4:14 NASB

 

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Soul Planting

A stirring perspective on transitioning into a new life situation.

Guest post by Summer R.

“The process of being planted:

Tilling the soil:
stirring up holy discontent, a wrestling of self into a place of obedience and willingness to be broken, to be used.

Uprooting:
ripping out things that bind us to the land- becoming free, through pain and loss. A reminder, this is not our home.

The seed:
the call of obedience, the name of a far-away people group, a hope based on things unseen. Promises of the Word.

The planting:
digging in, with purposeful intentionality, the death of self, hidden in the darkness of soil, unknown, unseen.

Growth:
stretching up, slowly expanding, making new discoveries and allowing challenges to shape us, to change us.

Tendrils:
Connections into the community, strangers become friends, sounds become words, cultural understanding, adaptations.

Rootedness:
the Source of nutrients feeding, strengthening, providing for us. Same deep, unshakable God, new community, new belonging.

Fruitfulness:
simple faithfulness, buds of meaningful interactions, the promises of God- abiding will produce good, multiplying fruit.

A year holds four seasons, each unique;
colors, feelings, beauties, change.
God, faithful in every season,
sovereignly unchangeable,
present in changes.
Faithful.
God’s great hand, intricately involved
Loving, caring, gracious, kind.
Creation within the process.
Impossible without Him…
with Him, amazing.
Fruitful.”

God uproots us and then roots us. He unmakes us then remakes us!  (Jeremiah 31:28)

Soul Passover

Since Good Friday and Passover fell on the same day this year, I wanted to mark it in a meaningful way, so I looked up some of the ways the Jewish people remember what was done for them. I was intrigued with charoset, a sticky mixture resembling the clay used as mortar for bricks they were forced to make. “Charoset (pronounced ha-row-sit) is from the Hebrew word that means clay.”

Encapsulating both the ideas of slavery & redemption with its bitter and sweet ingredients, it symbolizes what took place.

  • It is sticky like mortar -symbolizing the bitterness of slavery
  • Wine symbolizes the blood sacrifice that led to their redemption
  • Sweet fruit symbolizes freedom

“…when your children ask you, ‘What does this ceremony mean to you?’  then tell them, ‘It is the Passover sacrifice to the Lord, who passed over the houses of the Israelites in Egypt and spared our homes when he struck down the Egyptians.’”

Exodus 12:21-28 NIV

Just as the lamb’s blood saved the people from slavery, so our Lamb of God saves us from slavery to self, sin & death.

“Christ, our Passover lamb, has been sacrificed…”

1 Corinthians 5:7 NIV

“It is for freedom that Christ has set us free. Stand firm, then, and do not let yourselves be burdened again by a yoke of slavery.”  

Galatians 5:1 NIV

Just as the Israelites were tempted to go back to their slavery, so we can chose the old ways we lived by, instead of staying in the freedom that was bought for us.

Let the symbols in this dish draw you to remember what you are saved from and help you continue moving into the freedom He’s given!

Charoset

with apples, dates, and walnuts

https://www.simplyrecipes.com/recipes/charoset_with_apples_dates_and_walnuts/

  • 1 cup walnut halves and pieces
  • 1/2-pound (about 13 large) medjool dates, pitted
  • 1/4 cup orange juice or dry red wine
  • 1 Granny Smith or Fuji apple, peeled, cored, and chopped
  • 1/2 teaspoon cinnamon
  • 1/4 teaspoon ginger

How to make it:

  • Add the walnuts to a food processor. Process them in 1-second pulses, until they are finely chopped. Transfer them to a bowl. Reserve 1 tablespoon to use as a garnish.
  • Add the pitted dates and orange juice to the now-empty food processor. Process them until they form a thick paste, scraping down the sides if necessary.
  • Add the paste to the bowl with the chopped nuts. Add the apple, cinnamon, and ginger to the bowl and stir to combine.
  • Adjust the flavor and serve:
  • Taste and add more juice or wine, cinnamon, or ginger to taste. The charoset can be served right away, or up to two days after it is prepared. (Keep refrigerated.) To garnish, sprinkle with the reserved tablespoon of walnuts.

Take the opportunity to share with others as you remember the meaning through the Scripture!

Soul Subtleties

“And Jeroboam said in his heart…”

1 Kings 12:26

Those inner decisions we hardly know we’re making, that direct, affect and form our very self, our souls… as imposters they can sneakily make themselves at home if we don’t oppose them.

Our thoughts can be subconsciously, subtly diverted if we are not aware of what’s going on in there.

What are you saying in your heart? Have you stopped to notice?

After Solomon’s son, Rehoboam tried to take the throne, the kingdom was divided due to Solomon’s rebellion (1 Kings 11:30). Jeroboam, formerly a servant of Solomon in charge of the whole labor force, was given the northern tribes. He was worried that the Israelites would turn back to God if they continued going to worship in Jerusalem and that his life would then be in danger.  He had to find a way to keep them from going back.  That’s when he

“…said in his heart…” 

What was going on in his heart was a visceral, self-protective, short-sighted plot to steer the people of God away from God, setting up plastic substitutes to take the place of Almighty God.  A heinous decision that sunk him deeper into rebellion and foolishness keeping the people away from what was best for them, eventually leading to their demise.

Jeroboam said in his heart,

“Now the kingdom might revert to the house of David.  If these people go up to offer sacrifices in the house of the LORD at Jerusalem, their hearts will return …. then they will kill me” 1 Kings 12:27

The epitome of self-focus when he was supposed to be leading God’s people.

If we don’t recognize our impostering thoughts and take them another direction, we’re on a slippery slope. That’s why so often in Scripture we are urged to “incline your hearts”, “listen”, “direct your heart”, “set your mind”, “renew your mind”, “examine yourselves”.

I noticed a stealth decision being made in the recesses of my heart; one of self-disdain, of giving in to lesser things; a lure to a belief that letting go of engagement with God would be freeing.  When I came to and stared it in the eye, I began to see it for what it was, called on God and took up my Sword.

I had just listened to Ruth H Barton’s lent devotional and she encouraged a prayer to God:

“Do something essential in me.”

It helped me turn my head to discern the attempt to woo my soul to complacency. The attempt was caught, snatched and sent away with that prayer.

Are you stopping long enough to notice what you are saying in your heart?

It could take you in a whole new freeing direction.

Soul Heritage

I’m praying for the Ukrainian nation where last century’s atrocities want to barge into this century. I pray we learn from history!  In honor of my Ukrainian roots, I’m sharing a small tribute I wrote a few years ago to my paternal grandmother who fled from Ukraine over a hundred years ago as a 16 year-old!

“There is no success without sacrifice. If you succeed without sacrifice it is because someone has suffered before you. If you sacrifice without success it is because someone will succeed after.”

Adoniram Judson

 With the arrival of our first grandchild in the year of 2019, I’m being drawn to the past and to the future.  I’m zooming out to take a look at this phenomenon called life.  My little part, my story, is a drop in a huge generational wave of people who have gone before, of whose lives I am somehow a benefactor. What do we need to learn from the vast humanity that went before us?  Who do we need to “meet” from our pasts?  Will those who come after us, learn from us?  Will they realize how we struggled to find our way and prayed for them to find the Way?

I’m intrigued with my grandparents and how little I know of them.  It was a different and distant world they occupied compared to now.  I’m especially drawn to my paternal grandmother, Baba, we called her, for the fleeting moments we knew her.  So young she took on a new world, a new identity, an incredible adventure along with the certain hardship and suffering of an immigrant.

Having lived most of my adult life on the side of the world she came from, I gasp in relief that she left when she did, seeing now the aftermath of the soul-draining and humanity-stripping life brought about by communism.  I live among them in the leftovers and rubble of an ideology gone bad.

This is a small tribute to Mary Hutsko who came to the USA from the Ukraine in 1911 at the age of sixteen.

“In the last quarter of the nineteenth century, mass emigration was also taking place from western Ukraine to the Americas. Rural overpopulation, poverty, malnutrition, a high mortality rate, and unemployment were among the factors that precipitated outmigration at that time. Also, at work were pull factors, including stories of great economic opportunities in the West – often exaggerated by the shipping agents who recruited immigrants, primarily for work in Pennsylvania’s coal mines.”

 “The emigrants, predominantly poor peasants and young single people, hoped to earn enough money to pay for the voyage and all their existing debts, and to save enough to return to Ukraine, buy land, and establish themselves as farmers. Later, most emigrants expected to settle permanently in the United States…

Meanwhile, the immigration policies of the host countries at that time were liberal since labor was in great demand for industry in the United States.”  “Even in their own homeland they fought hard to preserve their native language, religious beliefs, customs and traditions that were constantly being threatened by foreign domination.”

Ukrainian immigration: A Study in EthnicSurvival* Ann Lencyk Pawliczko United Nations Population Division

https://onlinelibrary.wiley.com/doi/pdf/10.1111/j.2050-411X.1994.tb00104.x

I imagine her

with the fascination of a young girl, along with the terror of heading across an ocean she knew nothing about, arriving at the port, stepping tremblingly aboard the crowded steerage of the ship with who-knows-what kind of provisions. Fleeing demise, dreaming of dignity, perhaps she was full of hope and fearful courage, at the same time carrying the disillusionment of life as it was. She had no idea the sacrifice and battering that life would bring; the grind and seeming futility.

“Before World War I, 98 percent of Ukrainians settled in the northeastern states, with 70 percent in Pennsylvania.”  Read more: https://www.everyculture.com/multi/Sr-Z/Ukrainian-Americans.html#ixzz5lvXegwkM

Landing at the inspection station of Ellis Island, as exhilarating as it might have been, surely had its cold stares and strange languages to face.  Some were sent back upon arrival.  I wonder how long she had to wait, what kind of welcome she had, what prejudices and anxieties she had to push through.

I’m told she worked as a nanny for a while, then married.  Life was grueling, and work for my grandfather in the coal mine was abusive.  My father, the tenth child, doesn’t remember a conversation with his father who died young of black lung disease.  He worked twelve hours a day in the mines of Eastern Pennsylvania and smoked a pipe after work at night.   Their lives were completely poured out for the next generation.

Although my grandparents were distant and mystery to me, I want to thank them.  Though is seems trite, I want to tell them it was worth it.  Surely, they had hopes and dreams and capabilities.  They certainly accomplished much having inaugurated life in a new land; having unobtrusively survived the Great Depression. But the seeds of their personal aspirations were regretfully buried in the soil of the future, watered with unseen tears.  Look at what they started! Look at what has become because they braved the voyage into the luring and looming unknown!  A diverse wave of Ukrainian and half-Ukrainian descendants. Those seeds cracking, bursting, sprouting and fruitful in their children, grandchildren and great grandchildren.  But they didn’t get to see it.

Atrocities and hidden history still peek out of fragmented lives here in the post-Soviet rubble; betraying underlying thought patterns amid floundering newfound freedoms. I’m sure there was silent suffering in our grandparents. The past stays with us for a long time.  It’s in our bones and our DNA, but it will soon be a distant memory.  I wish I knew more. What will my grandchildren know of me in 100 years?!

When I asked some relatives what her life might have been like, my cousin replied “What do you think it was like?!  She had 10 kids!?”  🙂  I’m told she loved to cook and garden and I understand church was a big part of their community life.  How much we have gained from these unknowing valiant ones! They paved a way for us to live our lives as they wished they could have lived theirs. Let’s not forget that.

Jackie (Hutsko) Scott

“Children are the living messages we send to a time we will not see.”

Neil Postman

Soul themes

 

Attentiveness – as I recognize things in my soul that are intruders or annoyances; things that want to stick around and harass,

Do I just put up with it?

What’s my theme or attitude toward what’s going on in me and how is that informed?

How does it carry out into my day?

I noticed a sour attitude toward someone that could’ve just stayed and been tolerated.  I realized how it was tainting my attitude toward other things and distracting me from concentration and effectiveness.  So, I decided to pull it out from under the rug, grab it and hold it in front of me, so to speak, and brought it before the Transformer of my soul for treatment.

There were some reasons I was holding onto it; things I didn’t want to let go, I came to find.  Things I garnered as a way to get what I thought I needed.  Interesting creatures, we are. So much goes on inside us we don’t touch, even though it affects us so much.

What are you carrying around into your day?

Are you stopping long enough to notice?

You might learn some things about yourself and your Transformer if you do!

“Let those who are adversaries of my soul be ashamed and consumed…”

Psalm 71:13

Soul Connection

We can lose connection with our soul in the normal flow of life, especially in intense times.  Taking time and making the effort to re-connect is vital to our well-being.  I’ve had the privilege of traveling, being with family, welcoming a new granddaughter and anticipating a new grandson.  So my focused reflection time is delayed this year.  I’m re-posting last year’s video and guide for those who have asked.

Take time for your soul!

Hindsight 2020

Jackie Scott PCC