Jesus scorned shame. He hated it.
Because it hinders, muffles, binds, squeezes and keeps from truth and growth. It tried to take him but he didn’t let it.
“…Jesus, the founder and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is seated at the right hand of the throne of God.” Hebrews 12:2
It’s like that annoying parasitic weed I often found in my little garden trying to subtly make i
t’s choking way
around my plants. Shame bids us away from community, away from acceptance, forgiveness and joy to bow under its power of self-disdain and regret. The path in my soul to the shame room was pretty well worn, visited too many times…though I noticed a few weeks ago as I was making my way there again, that the path had some foliage growing on it; parts of it were becoming overgrown, especially the second part heading into the door. I’m spending less and less time there.
See, I’m learning to catch myself on the way there and make a U turn! I was heading there after I didn’t get a response I thought I should and feeling the inward pull to withdraw into the lies of “I don’t matter” and “They don’t want you” and instead I said, “No, that’s actually not true. I do matter. I’m not going there today.” Shame was wooing me and I called its bluff! Wow. I felt myself do a 180 toward truth
and get right back in the conversation, letting go of the inner pull…and with joy at that! We have power over the imposter of shame. We don’t have to go to the shame room. We can scorn it, just like Jesus did!
Now that’s freeing.
Dr. Thompson in Soul of Shame says “To be human is to be infected with this phenomenon we call shame. …many of us carry shame less publicly often outside the view of even some of our closest friends…common scenarios carry the burden of shame in ways that we work hard to cover up. And our coping strategies have become so automatic that we may be completely unaware of its presence and activity.”
Do you find yourself at times on your way to the shame room?
What keeps you there?
Have you tried a U turn lately?
3 thoughts on “Soul Shame Room”
Inspiring and thought provoking words dear Jackie. Thank you for soul- sharing ! You are a blessing!!!
Miss you friend!
Excellent illustration, picture, and His solution, that 180 degree turn!
The description of what shame bids us to and the bowing down to the feelings of disdain and regret, very powerful. Thank you Jackie for sharing from your own experience and choice to make that turn!